FUCK the world

yes, Fuck the world, cause its makes me feel like a fucking pile of dirt...

I have 7 days left to input 12 items into the Panera passport for work, or i am FIRED! I've never been fired from anything in my life! I'm stright up FUCKED! FUCKED I SAY! i might as well quit now cause i'll NEVER have that done in time... i should just go look for a new fucking job now... save them the time and quit... and now Kitti is mad at me cause OUR friends were yelling at HER cause I wanted to see her and ONLY her tonight... so you know what, i'm not going to do anything with them tomorrow... i'm just going to be alone... so i don't piss anybody else off again... i don't fucking know anymore... i gotta go before i get upset again... Only kitti seems to be able to help me... she makes things make sence... she helps me in ways nobody else does... is that a problem? or is there just something wrong with me? i feel so pathetic when she yells at me, but i don't fucking know whatelse to do... so dont throw me to the lions when i'm unarmed... please... i'm stupid, i'm immature, i don't know... somebody help me learn without making me feel worse... please...